The What-Ifs

May 10, 2018

Dear Diary,

With each passing day I feel as if I could do a little more and that's exactly what I intend to do. I may falter,  I may stumble but I will NEVER give up. I always see the woman I am becoming in my head and it makes me question and challenge my current state of being with "what ifs". "What if I made NO EXCUSES?" "What if I made it a standard to NEVER COMPLAIN?" "What if I blamed no one for my lack of progress or results and held only myself accountable?" "What if I remained steadfast in my pursuit of self-mastery?" "What if I really did begin to starve out distractions?" "What if I remained in competition with me and me ONLY?" "What if worked on my brand daily?" "What if I allowed the energy and essence that shines so brightly within me to affect the others in my life by continuously striving to be the best me I can be EACH. AND. EVERY. SINGLE. DAY?" "What if I didn't think so much and just created?" "What if I didn't pay attention to social would that play apart on my mind?" "What if I did the music for real with no apologies like a true BOSS GIRL?" "What if I decided to have a shit ton of fun doing it ALL?" "What if I decided to stop pondering the what ifs and started to LIVE?" A lot of questions to answer, yes? I guess we'll just have to see how each "what if" goes.


Cleo J'Adore